Thursday, November 10, 2011

Milkman's horses; "Cherry" nose; a haircut; coal mines.

My New Year's resolution at the beginning of the year 2011 was to jot down some of my memories each day. I was so glad that I could keep this resolution, it seemed so easy. I would write a short account of one or two of my memories each night before I'd go to sleep. Well, I kept that resolution for one month and two days! Perhaps I'll do a little better with the 2012 New Year's resolution.

My very first jotting:
When I was very young, I would run screaming toward my daddy and/or my mommy when I heard horses' hooves outside coming up the cobblestoned street. This happened every single day, because this was the milkman with his deliveries to the neighborhood, in his horse-drawn little milk truck.

We lived in a pair of small rooms in a house on Drinker Street in Dunmore, Pennsylvania. In 1934 my brother Joe was born in this house, but I doubt that I remember anything about that. I am a year and a half older than he is, and we usually don't remember much at that age. Anyway, it was probably a very private affair, because we, all three of us siblings, were born at home. My birth took place just one street over from Drinker, on Warren Avenue.

My daddy would say that I had a "cherry" nose; it was red from the cold air of winter, he said. And he told me how scared I would be of the sound of the horse's hoofs as the milkman came nearer and nearer to our house.

My parents told me that I used to play with the little girl, Marie, who lived in the house. I think her parents owned the house. There was a baseball field across the street from our house, just one or two doors down.

My brother and I were baptized in All Saints Church a few streets away. My father worked in the coal mines in Dunmore. Not very long afterwards, the miners were working infrequently, so my parents had to move to another town for work. This other town was Larksville/Plymouth, near Wilkes-Barre.

(About the "cherry"nose, just a week after I wrote about this memory, I read about Johnny Marks who wrote "Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer ". The article mentioned the cherry proboscis. This article was in the Autumn 2010 copy of the Colgate SCENE publication.)
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My parents had to move to Plymouth/Larksville, because of lack of work in Dunmore, but I don't know what year that was. Probably about a couple of years later. We lived on Buttonwood Street, in our first home which was a small apartment. I am not sure who owned the house, but there was an older lady Mrs. Rudnitski, who lived very near. (It could have been Mrs. Rudnitski who owned the house.) I used to love going into her kitchen, because she had a large shelf clock in there. I liked the way it looked, large, pretty, and up on the shelf. And most of all, I liked the way it ticked so loud!

My mother asked Mrs. Rudnitski to cut my hair one day, saying something like "po' ooshi" meaning 'just below the ears'. Well, Mrs. Rudnitski cut it above the ears, which was not a pretty sight! Who knows? maybe she was hard of hearing, and didn't hear the instructions right, that it should be below my ears, but I don't think my hair was cut by her, ever again...    My mother told me about it many years later.

My father worked in the Lance Colliery, which is at the corner of Main Street and Chestnut Street. The men walked to the mines, deep under Lance Colliery. There were 'cages' for carrying the men, that were pulley-ed down from the surface to the deep mine, and pulley-ed up when the whistle blew signifying the end of the work day. Just like the elevators in an office building, but the 'cages' were open-air with a grill around them, and the 'cages' were full of grimy-black men with grimy-black clothes.  No business suits on men going to their offices, or pretty dresses on women going shopping.  My parents were not well off, many times barely making it.  Money was not plentiful, as the miners didn't work every day even though they wanted to.


This is the house where my brother Joe locked himself in the bathroom, and they were trying to get him out of there. I was so concerned that he hadn't eaten his cooked egg, so I brought his plate to him, and told my parents that he has to eat. (How? with the door locked!)



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Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Fifth grade; Dimock library; Fairy Tales.

When I was in fifth grade, I was a new-comer, rather shy and withdrawn, and didn't know the routine at my public school. Fifth and sixth grades were in the same room; it was a rural school in a small town. People knew each other, but of course, I didn't know anyone there except our neighbors who lived on the same dirt road that we did. We knew them just a few months, as we moved there in April, so very long ago, from 'the city' to a farming area.

I remember with embarrassment, it could have been the first day of school, or that week, that I began to eat my lunch when it was time for recess. I thought it was lunch time. As I nibbled at my sandwich, a sixth-grade boy passed by my desk and said, "It's not lunch time." Pretending I knew all about it, I said, "I know." I took one more little bite of my sandwich and put it back in my lunch box or bag, and put it back in the drawer under my seat. So nonchalantly, I thought. I could have crawled under my desk or hid in the cloak room, I was so embarrassed.

Dimock was a very small town, and we were allowed to walk from the school to the library near the crossroads on certain days. As I try to remember now, it must have been a distance of perhaps a quarter of a mile, perhaps less.

It was such a wonderful place to be in, that library! I have always loved books, and couldn't get enough of them. Reading was a passion. At that particular time, I was quite interested in the Fairy Tales. The Brothers Grimm I remember so well. I liked almost all of the Fairy Tales that I came across. They fed my imagination!

Let me explain a bit about the library. To me, it was the greatest place that I could visit. In reality, it was one small room, with no apparent attic, and probably only one door, the single front door. The librarian was the third-and fourth-grade teacher. There were bookcases lining the walls except for perhaps two windows, and probably a few bookcases in the middle of the room. It was no bigger than a very small garage. It was a cute little 'house', much smaller than the other houses on that street. It was a very small room but it was extremely important to me. It lives in my memory and takes up a big area...

Around this time three years ago, I was thinking about fairies. They could do anything, you know. I began to imagine their coming out into the meadow at the edge of their woods, and having a lovely time, especially playing music and dancing.


                   Fairy Music

In the darkened linden wood
          The fairies come to play;
They appear at deepest night --
          And disappear by day.

Dressed in leaves and petals fresh,
          Making music to enmesh
Gathering from all around,
          All who listen to this sound.

Some have pipes between their lips,
          Others softly do their flips
Jumping, running, to and fro --
          Dancing, prancing as they go

Singing songs that they all know,
          Soon their repertoire will grow;
Blowing trumpet flowers they grew
          Makes soft, glad tunes so old, yet new.

Their melodies all known by man,
          Yet no one knows when this began...
                     
                          -- Allegra, October 9, 2008



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Imagination; short story.

Does this ever happen to you, that all of a sudden your imagination comes alive and you're off into another world?

This morning, as I looked out the front door to say "Good morning, World", I was thinking of how lovely the sky was, the air looked so clear, but I also knew that later in the day or evening, we would be experiencing a thunderstorm.

And then, a fly came zooming in towards me, smack into the pane of glass. Within multi-seconds, this thought came to my mind, imaginary, but it became real to me. I'll tell you:


The Fly With the Bruised Nose

Freddie Fly had a sweet wife -- the best partner anyone could have. It was a good life that they shared.

She prepared his regular porridge for breakfast. They ate their porridge together and chatted the while.

They rubbed noses, and then he was off on his daily rounds.

Oh, what a beautiful day to begin the weekly chores in his neighborhood. They lived in a wealthy neighborhood with brick homes lining the streets. The Fly Colony was doing quite well there, sometimes they had abundant refuse piles to spend their days in.

As I said before, it was such a glorious sunny day, not too cool, not too hot. It was so lovely, Freddie Fly almost let go of the steering controls of his body because the currents he chose were almost carrying him without his help.

Meanwhile, as I was standing at my front door, drinking in the beauty of the day and looking through the pane of glass, I suddenly saw a large fly heading my way. In an instant, since he didn't know the pane was there, he rammed into the pane of glass.

I could almost feel the pain that he felt in his nose! He was flying so fast that it was like a brick wall to him! I didn't hear his expletives, since I was inside the door, but I could imagine what he said.

But, being as sturdy as his species is, he just flew away.

Later that evening as he arrived home, he asked his wife to fetch the band-aids. She looked at his bruised nose, and then kissed it to make it better.

                                                                                -- Allegra, 8:30 am. November 8, 2011.


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Friday, November 4, 2011

The Dandelion; My Dad and A Pair of Young Horses; The Bull.

The Dandelion       (of November 1977)

Childhood favorite,
Thing of joy
To blow the seeds
As girl or boy

Who could've known
That it would be
A symbol of hope
To self-pitying me?

One cold and bleak
November day
When leaves were gone
And skies were gray

I felt alone
And sad inside --
I thought a walk
My tears would hide

A broken heart --
My daydreams shattered
It seemed to me
That nothing mattered

I trudged along
With eyes downcast
Wond'ring how long
This mood would last

There at the base
Of an old maple tree
Was a bright yellow dot
Waiting JUST for me

A dandelion!
At this time of year!
I knew at that moment --
The answer was clear --

It was the Almighty
Saying to me
"Your life will improve!
Just wait and see.

"No matter how bad
Your troubles may seem
Things will get better --
Hold onto your dream."

I've never forgotten
How on that dark day
That small spot of color
Has caused me to say:

Whenever there's trouble
Don't take too long a-sighin'
But try to remember
That bright dandelion.

       -- Allegra, April 20, 1986
          aka Anna Mae Schroeder


In the summer of 1990 I had to go to Dearborn to stay with my Mom for quite a while, because she was quite sick from chemotherapy. She then had bad moments and good ones. One day she was up to talking and reminiscing.

She was talking about Babe and Bill, a pair of young work horses. My Dad bought this particular pair of horses to work on our newly-purchased little farm in Springville. (I was only nine-and-a-half years old at this time, in 1942.) He wanted this pair because he desired young SPIRITED horses. In this case, spirited meant 'full of energy, enthusiasm, and determination'.

They were spirited, all right. Bill, especially, would prance around, resisting any attempts at being harnessed up. Someone had to stand in front of him while my Dad harnessed him. Dad's brother-in-law Uncle Stanley was going to help my Dad. They were going to show the horses that THEY (the men) were The Boss. They were going to hook the horses up to the road drag (my Dad was paid by the county to drag the dirt road and level out the bumps and holes).

The men finally got the horses harnessed and hooked up to the road drag, thinking it would temper them a little. The horses ran down the road with the drag, the men running after them. The horses were rearing up, the men hanging onto the reins, trying to calm them down. This probably happened more than once, as the horses were newly purchased, and had to be broken in. It's a miracle that no one got hurt during all of this 'calming them down'.
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One day my Dad took our bull about a quarter-mile on our narrow dirt road to the neighbor's place because his cow was ready to be serviced by the bull. Farmers know when the cow is ovulating. The bull was young, and probably spirited also, as in the above story. Dad tied the rope to the bull's neck or nose ring, and they started down the road. My Mom was watching from the kitchen window, a bit worried.

The bull would dance around, to and fro, and every once in a while he would attempt to 'boot' or 'attack'  Dad in the posterior with his horns, playfully, I would hope, but perhaps to express his annoyance at being tethered. My Mom was watching through the window, worried that the bull would knock Dad down. Nonetheless, it did make a beautiful picture.


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Thursday, November 3, 2011

An Old Christmas List; one of my old short letters to my family.

In my recent digging into a box, an old Christmas List of mine appeared, dated November 28, 1992.
I wrote on it: At Last! Mom's 1992 Christmas List Since Everyone Keeps Reminding Me That I Am Late As Usual. (And here is my Christmas List for that year.)

                                                               
                                                                 135 film
                                                             Poetry books                                    
                                                    Art books (picture books)    
                                                Blank audio tapes - 60s and 90
                                  The Night Before Christmas (for my collection)
                                    Tastes of Paradise (a book about condiments)
                                Italian Neighbors (a book about anecdotes maybe)
                                   Phone calls, cards, letters, family letters galore
                            Blank books for jotting down memories and my poetry
              Postage stamps - commemorative - for mailing my infrequent family letters
                    Calendars - art, whimsical, nature, archaeology, something unusual
  "The Tewa World" (about Tewa Indians) by Alfonso Ortiz, published 1969 by University Chicago                             Press
Mother Goose Book: The Glorious Mother Goose selected by Cooper Edens, MacMillan Publishing Company
        A box of blank greeting cards - heavy paper if possible, for me to make my own cards.
                                                         Lily-of-the-Valley soap


And then I wrote, "Well, how is that list? Whosoever drew my name no doubt has done all the shopping they need to.

I am having a good time with these adorable children [three of my grandchildren] here in Hyde Park; I've taken several shots of their antics.

Gram B [my Mom] said she should send out a Christmas list, but I'll tell you what she'd like. No gifts because she has no room for them. She would like a letter every month from each of you, a phone call every so often, and prayers that she'd get better. She told me she would put on her list: a new car, someone to do her work, and... MONEY, MONEY, MONEY. (She was joking about that last item.) She does enjoy reading all your family letters and Christmas lists.

Well, I've been writing some verse poetry now and again, and enjoy that so very much. I'll show them to you in a few weeks when I make copies. Love, Mom  -  XXXXXXX"


I'll see you at the Corner Post...

An Old Christmas List; one of my old short letters to my family.

In my recent digging into a box, an old Christmas List of mine appeared, dated November 28, 1992.
I wrote on it: At Last! Mom's 1992 Christmas List Since Everyone Keeps Reminding Me That I Am Late As Usual. (And here is my Christmas List for that year.)

                                                                 
                                                                 135 film
                                                             Poetry books                                      
                                                    Art books (picture books)     
                                                Blank audio tapes - 60s and 90
                                  The Night Before Christmas (for my collection)
                                    Tastes of Paradise (a book about condiments)
                                Italian Neighbors (a book about anecdotes maybe)
                                   Phone calls, cards, letters, family letters galore
                            Blank books for jotting down memories and my poetry
              Postage stamps - commemorative - for mailing my infrequent family letters
                    Calendars - art, whimsical, nature, archaeology, something unusual
  "The Tewa World" (about Tewa Indians) by Alfonso Ortiz, pub. 1969 by Univ. Chicago Press
Mother Goose Book: The Glorious Mother Goose selected by Cooper Edens, MacMillan Pub. Co.
        A box of blank greeting cards - heavy paper if possible, for me to make my own cards.
                                                         Lily-of-the-Valley soap


And then I wrote, "Well, how is that list? Whosoever drew my name no doubt has done all the shopping they need to.

I am having a good time with these adorable children [three of my grandchildren] here in Hyde Park; I've taken several shots of their antics.

Gram B [my Mom] said she should send out a Christmas list, but I'll tell you what she'd like. No gifts because she has no room for them. She would like a letter every month from each of you, a phone call every so often, and prayers that she'd get better. She told me she would put on her list: a new car, someone to do her work, and... MONEY, MONEY, MONEY. (She was joking about that last item.) She does enjoy reading all your family letters and Christmas lists.

Well, I've been writing some verse poetry now and again, and enjoy that so very much. I'll show them to you in a few weeks when I make copies. Love, Mom  -  XXXXXXX"


I'll see you at the Corner Post...

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Winter and 'hybernating'; my cooking Muse; poetry.

For the past few weeks, it seems that I have been cooking more food for myself, and freezing the   leftovers, and my son Joe thinks it is a natural preparation for winter. He said he feels that he is eating more than he did in the first part of autumn. I believe that now of myself, for I've been eating more than usual. It may also be the forethought that with winter coming, and possibly bad weather, we instinctively preserve food for future use.
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Being sensitive to gluten, I have been making cookies with gluten-free flour, and also changing recipes with some different ingredients. My cookies are also for the freezer. I can easily take out one or two if I am craving them. Several days ago I made date bars, after modifying a combination of two or three recipes. After concentrating so hard on getting everything ready, and simmering the cut-up dates because they were rather hard and I thought they needed some softening-up, it seemed that everything was hunky-dory. All this leads to mistakes.

The batter/dough was put together, and in my forgetfulness I placed it in the baking pan, which was quite a job. I then remembered that the dates weren't put into the batter/dough. "Oh, dear, what do I do now?"I thought. It would have been too time-consuming to try to get it all out of the pan and messy, so I just poured the simmered and cooled dates onto the thick batter/dough. With a fork, I tried to make the dates connect with some of the dough, by running the tines back and forth. When it was put into the oven, I said a prayer that all would be well with my date bars, in spite of such a manner of putting it together.

When the masterpiece was baked, I took it out to cool, and hoped and hoped and hoped that it would be
okay and edible. It looked rather different than I thought it would be, and when it was cool enough, I cut a little piece and tasted. Heavens to Betsy! It was way beyond my dreams that it would be good. So tasty, so delicious, so different, it was hard to believe. It must have been my Muse who was doing such good work. Happenings like this make me so happy. I like to say that I have a cooking Muse because I often modify recipes with impulses to use certain ingredients when I'm cooking or baking. Life is interesting.
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Have I told you that I adore poetry? I have loved it since I was probably quite young, while in the middle grades at school, or even earlier. I don't remember when I began to like it so much. I like to write poetry, too, but it is not always easy. Much of the time it takes much concentration, and it is slow. Every now and then I get the urge to write poetry, and it just comes out like a moderate fountain. I like those moments.

May I show you the poem that I wrote and jotted down on the first page of a book of my poems? It was written on November 30, 1992. It doesn't yet have a title. Perhaps "if you please"is its title.

If you please:
May these poems, rhymes and songs
        Be accepted as they are;
I know that many others' works
        Are much better, surely, by far.

I have a lot of fun and joy
        composing each little verse,
But, truly, when you think of it,
        They couldn't be much worse.

The words come out as they choose to do
        And I let them fall where they may.
Maybe I could... do a better job...
        Perhaps... on some other day.

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